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Date / Time : Tuesday, July 20, 2010 / Tuesday, July 20, 2010
and so the days flipped so horribly and im persistently waiting for a better outcome, but impossible is the truth here.. tt's just a case of my wishful thinking.
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Date / Time : Thursday, June 10, 2010 / Thursday, June 10, 2010
You appeared so suddenly. After all these years, we were so far apart. BUT all in all, it was a really beautiful surprise. Feeling like someone special agn. Too touched that it made me keep thinking abt everything between us. I smiled and still keep smiling till now, but with no expectations of the future. but I noe I felt a sense of warmth and a gush of lost hidden compressed memories flashed back. -- Dilemma will be the state I'm in right now. Still haven't fully let go of what happened between 'us'. If only u could for once say u don't love me anymore, instead of saying I don't know incessantly when i asked. but ur ignorance, treatment proves everything. I'm not as significant as how i should be in ur life. but u noe i did risked my feelings for u.
whatever it is, I'm taking it slow and judge everything from what I'm feeling truthfully.
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Date / Time : Tuesday, June 08, 2010 / Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You cant see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
-The five people you meet in Heaven (Mitch Albom)
THANKS NURUL FOR LENDING ME THE BOOK. AND SO, THERE'S MORE TO COME(:
anw, a bad news just fell on my ears, my uncle just left the world. May Allah bless you, and bring u to heaven.
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Date / Time : Sunday, May 30, 2010 / Sunday, May 30, 2010
This should totally be posted last week, but somehow it's not.
24/05/2010
(12 AM)
At this particular moment when the pic is snapped,
I wished for 2 things that I sincerely hope to get, which I noe will definitely eliminate my sleepless nights.
May my wishes come true.
I had a blasting time during my birthdae celebration w my workmates. Location: Nabins @ Sultan Gate. They're e sweetest things on earth, the laughters and the fun we had not only during this date, but at workplace too, every single day! and Im thankful to everyone who wished me and made my day a more memorable and delightful one(:
I still had to work on that day unfortunately but I claimed hours in the end because I wanted to catch POP. I just thought that that would be the only place i really want to head to on that day and so yes i did. Cocurrently, killing multiple birds in one stone.
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Date / Time : Wednesday, May 12, 2010 / Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Here's when emotions start to strike u out of the blue and in the middle of the night. Pretending to be strong when u're not, acting like ure damn happy when u're really not, thinking like it doesnt matter when in fact it's the most important thing. Im tired of the memories that are tied to my brain. Can we do some vasectomy work here? Every single day, they never fail to pop up. I hate listening to the songs I hear everyday to work and back home. Same songs that keep reminding me always. But I dun wanna change anything coz I cant. The most valuable thing on earth can't just disperse instantly. or perhaps, it's simply just too difficult to let it go.
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Date / Time : / Wednesday, May 12, 2010
So, obviously, none of my wishes came true. I have to live with it. I don't have much of a back up plan like Jenifer Lopez does but i noe I'll survive.It's alright to waste time. Im still young, so yeah pretty much that. u noe wat..FCUK. IM REALLY IN DEEP SHIT.
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Date / Time : Sunday, May 09, 2010 / Sunday, May 09, 2010
This weeekend for me was really good but DAMN tiring! went to work with only 1 1/2 hour of sleeep. till closing some more! nevertheless, i had a good time. that's what matters isnt it? Behind all these insanity of mine, there's some hidden reasons. i really feel im down w bad luck that i need some distractions to cheer me up back. like life isnt supposed to be just that way. There are more things to look forward to.
Anyway, i had my first bthdae present alrd! THANK YOU LOTS. it's a reef slipper that ive beeen longing for quite some time. ehheheh. bring all smile to my face. weee!
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Date / Time : Tuesday, May 04, 2010 / Tuesday, May 04, 2010
I sniffed sniffed and smell some new great talent;
JOE BROOKS!
Great songwriting, love his voice and PLUS factor: kinda cute. hahahahaha. started from my space and now, his songs are even playing on the radio, 91.3fm everytime Im at work. One of which that is HOT HOT HOT is Superman: Check it out!
and another recommendation if ure too damn bored with life and feel like catching up with a drama that's filled up with thrills, action-packed, romance will be;
